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November 8, 2020

 I heard a quote a while back that I have been mulling over.  Gloria Steinem said, “Hope is a form of planning.”  It stuck with me because hope sounds so passive.  “Are you going to have enough candy for the trick-or-treaters?”  “I hope so!”  “Are you going to be warm enough on our trip to the store?”  “I hope so!”  “Do you have enough oil for your lamp, gas for your car, charge on your cell phone?”  “I hope so!”  There are a lot of cases where a little planning can increase the chance that the outcome you have in mind will turn out the way you hoped.  When we hope for the Kingdom of God, we aren’t just sitting around.  We can be part of the planning for it. 

The Bridesmaids in the Gospel reading are an example of what happens when you plan and when you don’t.  Some were ready and went to the party.  Some were not ready and they missed the party. 

        Our reading from Amos calls for planning.  We would prefer to plan for our favorite activities: parties, pity parties, sacrifices, music, and singing.  Those things are a lot easier to plan for than the Kingdom of God, and also they keep us comfortable because nothing has to change.  But what God is asking us to prepare for is the Kingdom of God, to let justice roll down like waters in abundance, that righteousness would be like a raging river!  These are harder to plan for because we’re reluctant to change what is working for us but not for other people and because we lack the faith and vision to see that this is really the plan that God is bringing to us and our world.  God’s plan for our world is very different from the way we’re running things.  God is asking us to prepare for quite a shock and a lot of resistance, even our own resistance.  God is asking us, inviting us to expand our hope beyond a few little changes, to a whole new way of life, a whole new focus.

        The reading from Thessalonians is about planning when we are grieving.  Plan for Jesus to show up.  Plan for the day when your loved ones will be in God’s loving arms.  Plan for the day when the trumpet will blast and God will call you home.  We can continue to grieve those who have died, but we have hope, we have plans to see each other again someday and be united in Christ.  We have the promise that we will be surrounded by the love and peace and brightness of God, and planning for that can make these difficult days tolerable.

        The Gospel reading comes across very harsh.  Those who are prepared get to go to the party, get to be in the presence of God.  Those who didn’t, don’t.  The door is shut.  Whatever happened to “Nothing shall separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus.”?  And why didn’t the Bridesmaids with lamps share either oil or light?  Couldn’t there have been 2 bridesmaids to one lamp? 

        I like to be prepared ahead of time, when I can.  I’ve learned that from the times I was not prepared.  Times I forgot to bring a jacket have taught me to bring a jacket.  Times when I didn’t have enough snacks have taught me to be double prepared with food.  Times when I didn’t have something to give to a person in need, have taught me to have something on hand to give to people who ask.  The fact that my parents didn’t go to college and had 4 kids, left them fewer choices in life.  I learned from them that I wanted to follow a different path.  Because I am a person with means, I also have a privilege other people don’t have to be able to provide my family with the things we need and even the extra things beyond that.  I have access to warm clothes and a good diet, which I can’t take credit for—part of it is because of where I live and the color of my skin, what opportunities are open to me

It is good and helpful to plan but it is important to note that we can’t always be prepared.  Even with all the life lessons I’ve learned, I still find myself unprepared at times.  I was at the park this summer and had moved the sunscreen to the other car.  I was without.  A woman at the park offered to share hers.  I have an earthquake bag in my car in case I am away from home when disaster strikes.  It will last me about 2 days.  Then I will be unprepared.  The experts say to have 2 weeks of supplies on hand.  Life is full of surprises, some good and others less so. You can only be so prepared, but that shouldn’t stop you from preparing at all.

Is Jesus saying that we have only one chance to respond to him or the door is shut forever?  I doubt it.  Coming up on Christ the King Sunday in a couple of weeks, we will hear the part of the Sermon on the Mount where Jesus says that what you do to the least of these you do to Jesus.  People will ask, “Where did we see you hungry or imprisoned or naked or thirsty or sick?”  Jesus shows up every single day, over and over again.  The bridegroom comes again and again.  He’s going to surprise us because he isn’t going to be dressed in his wedding finery.  He’s dressed in rags.  He’s shivering and cold.  He may not have bathed.  He may be incoherent.  He may be a child, have tattoos, speak in Spanish.  Each time we meet him, that is an opportunity.  We can prepare for when we meet him so that we don’t miss a chance to interact with Jesus, and to provide for Jesus’ needs. 

Some of us have been knitting and crocheting hats for people in need.  Rachel, one of our longtime visitors carries them around in her patrol car and hands them out to people in need that she encounters.  She is prepared, because she has seen Jesus suffering in the cold.  Our foodbank is a major way our church prepares to meet Jesus.  We never know what form he will take, what we can learn about how to be prepared for the next time we meet him.  I have been taking some diversity training.  I am learning to be prepared to stand next to and check in with someone I see is on the receiving end of angry words or intimidation.  I am making scripts for times I encounter stereotypes or inappropriate jokes. And I am also prepared to keep learning.  I have to take down my defensive shield to open myself to what I can do better next time.  Each encounter prepares me for the next by teaching me about my own biases and my own blind spots. 

Those of us who are religious probably think we are the wise bridesmaids.  We are ready.  We are keeping watch.  But when Jesus told this story, he was trying to make the religious establishment wake up and see they were missing the boat.  At another point, he says to the religious leaders, “The tax collectors and sinners are going in to the Kingdom ahead of you.”  Maybe they are more prepared with compassion.  Maybe they are less distracted by wealth and feeling important. 

And maybe we are both the wise and foolish bridesmaids.  Maybe the part of us that responsive and open and ready goes in to celebrate the marriage feast with Jesus and the part that resists and is not ready stays behind.  That fits with our notion that we are simultaneously saint and sinner.  We are both wise and foolish.  We are both planning and unprepared.  We are both free and slave. 

Jesus has done the preparing for all of us.  He is the light of the world.  His light shines through us.  There is enough of his light for all of us.  The Lord is our shepherd, has prepared our field, our water, our safety, our climb.  He has prepared to go look for us when we get lost to bring us home.  He has prepared a place for us so that where he is, we may be also.  And he has a plan to transform our world into one of justice and righteousness, where we feed hungry people, release the prisoners, welcome the refugees, and comfort those who grieve. 

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