This week I mark the day my life changed. These anniversaries of traumatic or dramatic change bring up all kinds of feelings. Ask anyone over 25 and they can tell you where they were when they found out the twin towers had fallen. Ask anyone over 40 in Oregon or Washington and they can tell you where they were when Mt. St. Helens blew. Ask anyone over 45 and they can tell you when the Challenger Exploded. Ask anyone over 60 and they can tell you where they were when they learned that President Kennedy was shot. I remember distinctly the call I got when my church organist died at the church on the Saturday evening after my sister in law’s baby shower. “Pastor Aimee, this is Graham, I’m at the church with Ed and he’s dead.” I really didn’t hear anything else after that. And ask anyone over 5 and they can tell you where they were when the quarantine began, when it really hit home that everything was changing and that the tables were flipped.
March
15 I got a phone message from the school.
It was in a terrible robot voice—they did that so that it could easily
be translated into a number of languages, but it felt very cold and impersonal
and like our world was being taken over by robots who were ordering us into
hiding. I was volunteering in Sterling’s
classroom like I did every Friday. The
teacher had me making packets to send home with the children for them to learn
from for the next 5 weeks. I was
sharpening pencils for the students who didn’t have pencils at home. We knew it was coming, but that doesn’t mean
I was emotionally prepared or that it didn’t hit me like a ton of bricks. Our lives were drastically changing. None of us knew what the future would
bring. Would we get sick? Would people we love get sick? How many would die? How many would lose their jobs? Would we be able to afford our rent? Would we have to move in with our
family? Would we have enough to eat? Would the church be able to continue? It was a spiral of questions and I could
choose any scenario and try to follow it through all of the different
possibilities in an attempt to prepare and it was impossible. The good thing is, as outcomes unfold, we
have a chance to respond to them and everyone else is in the same situation, so
we don’t have to add guilt or shame to the pile of pressure. And the good thing is, as Jesus people, we
practice flipping the tables all the time.
For
the Israelites traveling through the wilderness, the tables were flipped. They had been slaves in Egypt for
generations. Freedom is a whole new scary
thing, wandering in the wilderness a whole new scary thing—these are very
different from how they had lived before.
To try to prepare and imagine what the future would bring was
impossible. All they could do was follow
and trust and eat a whole bunch of manna.
Now
they get their law from God. Their law
had come from Pharaoh, whose laws were engineered to keep them slaves and
enrich the Pharaoh. Now God’s laws were
coming to the people and they were about the good of the community. How can we live together as a nomadic people
who need to care for each other? How can
we put God at the center instead of Pharaoh or ourselves? How can we get the rest we need? How can we serve our neighbor? How can we live long in the land? And t his law was very different than
Pharaoh’s law because Pharaoh’s law was heavy and oppressive—it was meant to
squeeze the life out of the people and to make money for Pharaoh. But God’s law is meant to increase life. If we do these things, life gets easier for
people. These laws are light, not
burdensome.
The
Israelites marked the day tables turned, that was the day of the Passover. Every year, they told the story of God’s
saving power and the angel of death passing over the houses of the faithful people. They eat the bitter herbs and drink the wine
and unleavened bread and our Holy Communion comes from that very meal—a meal of
liberation and remembrance of the day God flipped the tables.
For
Christians, the cross is a table flipping event. We recall it, tell the story of the cross, of
Jesus’ death and resurrection, we eat the bread and wine because it was an
event that changed everything. The cross
showed us that death is not the end, that suffering is undeserved, that the systems
of power that were oppressive were really very weak, that weak people are
actually very strong, and that abundant life cannot be killed, what is good and
loving cannot be killed, what is of God cannot be killed. We remember the death and resurrection of
Jesus when we take Holy Communion, we remember his body broken and blood
outpoured, we remember Jesus’ forgiveness even from the cross, and we join
ourselves in Jesus’ death and resurrection.
Then we are invited each day to die to sin and let God flip the tables,
and rise to new life to go in a completely different direction, returning to
God.
On
this day in the temple, Jesus literally flips the tables. The people thought they were doing
right. It is a commandment not to make a
graven image. All their money had Ceasar’s
head on it and the words that he is the son of God. So when they set up the money changers, they
were trying to follow the commandments.
There is a special coin for the temple to get around this. However, the coin was then used to exploit
people. The exchange rate varied. People needed a coin to get access to God—to
purchase the right sacrifice to get clearance with God. The whole operation became about who had
money and who had influence and that’s who was invited there to communicate
with God. People who were poor could
forget it! It became a new kind of
slavery, a new kind of law that crushed and oppressed people, not giving them
life at all, but giving life to the priests running around in their long robes
or to important people who thought they were better than anyone else.
In
the other Gospels, the table flipping comes as the last straw at the end of the
story, the final offensive act that Jesus does that leads to his arrest and
crucifixion. In John’s Gospel it is
almost the first thing that happens, anyway it is during Jesus’ first trip to
Jerusalem. Jesus took this moment to
clear the temple to make way for a totally new approach. He turned the tables of the money changers
and he turned the tables on believers.
He was saying by his actions, that the temple isn’t all that. People thought that was the only place you
could access God. Well it ain’t. The temple is corrupt, it’s not accessible to
everyone, it’s a heavy system that takes away life, it’s got to go. And by the time John writes this story, the
temple has fallen, literally. So where
can we look for God? In Christ.
The
tables have been flipped on us, during the pandemic. Much of what we knew is at least gone for
now. We will never see the world the
same again. We don’t know what the world
will look like when and if this is all over.
Women will take 20 years to recoup their losses of income that have been
caused by this pandemic—quitting jobs to look after children, losing jobs that
are no longer there. The costs will be
paid long into the future. Kyra won’t
have a mom that should have been there, would be here if it weren’t for this
virus. That’s 30 years of a person’s
life cut short. Maybe it would have been
2-3 for some. There is no way to
calculate our losses or ever to recover from them. And in a lot of ways the coins are still
skittering across the floor. We will
never sort out what belongs to whom.
Jesus
is with us when the tables are flipped.
I love picturing all the reactions when he does this. Some people are very offended and want him
arrested or maybe his picture put up someone—don’t let this guy in here
anymore. And others and standing there
absolutely grinning. I sometimes picture
our church offering plates, if someone came in and dumped them out all over the
place in the middle of the service. Some
of us would be in shock, others angry, and I can picture our youth
grinning! It’s kind of exciting to have
something surprising happen and a little bit funny how seriously everyone takes
money.
The
question is, how are we going to learn from this? We are not going to get everything set right
and sorted and return to normal. That’s
never what Jesus wants for us. How can
we embrace the opportunity to ask ourselves what is life-giving about what we
do and what is heavy and burdensome? How
can we bring in more spontaneity? How
can we let go of all of our temples and embrace Jesus, instead? How can we put Jesus at the center instead of
the title “Lutheran,” or our favorite seat?
How can we see our homes as a place that is holy and where God is
present? How can we get out of our
building and go into the world to see Jesus?
How can we not just serve the hungry and poor, but how can we create
community with them, put them at the center, leave what is comfortable and
listen for a while to what abundant life means for our greater community?
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