“Multnomah County Master Gardeners, how may I help you?”
“I have a fig tree that hasn't bloomed or produced fruit in 3
years. What can I spray on it to make it better?”
“I would recommend chopping it down and starting over again.
Have a nice day.”
It is hard to get
fired as a volunteer, but giving this answer too many times, just might do the
trick. Yet that is exactly what is happening in the Gospel reading. The tree
isn't producing so the landowner is ready to chop it down.
We tend to identify the landowner with God in most parables, but
I'm not always convinced that is safe to do. They are parables to make us
think, for us to place different people into the different roles in our minds,
to place ourselves in the roles of the different characters. When am I the
landowner, when the gardener, and when the tree? What if we place God in each
of these roles? How about our neighbor?
As a Master Gardener, to diagnose plant problems the path would
be a line of questioning that would helpfully lead to some answers as to why
this is happening. Is it really the kind of plant that the caller believes it
is? Maybe the person recently bought the property and just thinks it is a fig
tree. How mature is the tree? Maybe the tree is too young to expect
figs. Where is it located? When did it last fruit? How was that yield?
Has anything changed in the past three years, like weather patterns or nearby
plants added or removed? Do you see any sign of insects or animals that might
be attacking the tree? What other signs and symptoms do you see—yellowing
leaves, lesions on the trunk or branches, leaf drop, dead branches? If you dig
up a root can you see signs of trouble there? How have you been caring for the
tree—pruning, amending the soil, etc. Often operator error is the problem.
Certainly you can't blame the tree. The fact that it isn't producing fruit can
be a sign that the tree needs help and there are possible routes to take to
help a tree, like this.
In a lot of ways a tree is a lot like a person. When there is
stress on a tree, the first thing that often happens is that it doesn't bear
fruit. All the resources of the tree go into keeping it alive, or fighting off
the insect or disease. The tree just doesn't have what it takes to make fruit,
if it is too stressed. The equivalent in our lives is that when we are
stressed, we often drop what it most peripheral. If someone in our family gets
sick, we might not have time to volunteer at the library or mow the lawn or go
over and welcome the new family that just moved into the neighborhood. Those
peripheral things, farthest out on the branch of our priorities, get pruned
back and we focus on keeping the trunk and branches healthy so the family can
survive, so the most essential activities can go on.
Churches do this, too. When churches are stressed, they tend to
circle the wagons and start holding back, just trying to care for the trunk and
branches and forget about outreach and bearing fruit. Sometimes we’re tempted
to notice what we lack more than the gifts we have. We’re tempted to say, “Let’s take care of our
own. Let’s focus on ourselves.” We’re tempted to compare ourselves to our
past large yields and feel small and inadequate. But I urge you, Trinity, to remember how big
God is and how Jesus lavishes love and life on us all. We're Jesus people and what we do is to love
and be generous and be a part of something bigger. We're going to keep
producing fruit, despite the feeling that we might be slipping away. Even if we
end up withering away, at least we've given of ourselves and made a difference
in the world on our way out. There may be some that were ready to cut the tree
down, but I have a hard time picturing God being so harsh, lacking any mercy.
We know that God is gracious and merciful, slow to anger and
abounding in steadfast love. We know God
hung up the bow in the sky, hung up the weapons if destruction to make peace
with humankind and focus on bringing life.
Many times we see ourselves as the tree. For pastors, it is hard
to count our fruit. Are we bringing believers into the flock? Can we measure
our success by how many people we baptize or by worship attendance? It’s a freeing time to be in my first year
here because I can’t take credit for anything that has happened here, and I
can’t take any blame. People who have
come here because family and friends have invited them or they wandered in
through some nudging of the Holy Spirit.
Anyone who stays, stays because of the culture of welcome in this place
and finding meaning here through many relationships. I can't take credit for
the fruits that grow on this tree and I can't blame myself when the fruits are
falling off the tree either, although that is sometimes a temptation I fall
into. Maybe it isn't up to us to be counting our fruit or getting worried about
the lack thereof. Then we become both the gardener and the tree. We are
sometimes too eager to cut down the tree when we fail, when we don't see the
production matching our expectations.
Probably, you, too have trouble counting your fruit. Do you
count it by your income, by how much time or money you can give to charity, by
how many friends you have, by how many volunteer hours you put in, by your
church attendance, by your general feeling of wholeness or wellbeing? But then
what happens when you're feeling crummy or sick or grieving? Does that mean
we're not bearing fruit? What is fruit anyway?
I think we are quickest to cut ourselves off, to criticize
ourselves, to think we're not good enough, that we aren't deserving of another
chance. It is all too easy to get into a cycle of despair or fear or anger. We
forget that time and a little manure in our life can mean the difference
between a failure and a learning experience. Self-forgiveness and compassion
for ourselves is one of the hardest things to learn. I think all we can do is
to listen to God, to take up the water and nourishment God provides, and to
reach out—to take the risk to spread out our roots and spread out our branches
and take in the sun, to bask in the generosity of God.
Other times, we play the role of the landowner. We try to
control our world and when something isn't working out, we might feel tempted
to bring out the axe, in frustration, in fear of wasting the soil, wasting our
time, wasting our resources. If a friend offends us, we might cut off that
relationship. Especially in these times,
the media tries to divide us, urge us to take up our axe and cut off our
siblings of different political persuasions.
They are weeds who are looking to take over the vineyard when all the
vines are cut down. They profit off our division. All too often we cut each other down. We
forget that people have bad days, like we have bad days, and that forgiveness
and mercy are what God prescribes in our relationships. People who are different from us are not the
enemy. They have something to teach us
about compassion and patience.
I want to take a moment to address the topic of sexual
immorality as it is mentioned in the Corinthians reading. We read that and we have been taught to think
that is referring to homosexuality. We
have understood this to mean we have a license to wield an axe against God’s
beloved children. I am here as a
Biblical scholar and pastor to tell you, that’s not what this is about. There are no texts in the Bible that talk
about consenting, committed relationships between 2 same-gender adults. These prohibitions in Corinthians are against
child abuse and sexual slavery, cultic practices that were rampant in Corinth
at the time. We cut down our siblings in
Christ because we fear differences, and Christ is still trying to gather us all
under his wings like a mother hen.
We cut down those trees out of fear of a lack of resources. The
landowner fears wasting the soil. We don't feel we have enough to go around—enough
time, enough creativity, enough money, enough energy. Yet none of the gifts
needed to grow a tree come from humans. We know trees grew plentifully on this
planet long before people were here. The seed comes from God—we can't make a
seed on our own. The rain comes from God—we can't make it rain, although a
watering can or a sprinkler can really help sometimes. We can't make the sun
shine or the seasons change. None of it comes from us. God's gifts are
plentiful. God is overflowing with new life to share, with gifts of creativity,
gifts of healing and forgiveness. God certainly isn't going to run out of that
and neither are we.
This is a Sunday when we are especially focusing on peace. Let’s put down our axes, our weapons of
destruction, our anger and fear. Let us
instead invest in growth, spread a little of that manure around. We have the promise through our Savior Jesus
Christ that new abundant life is ours and hers and his and theirs.
We have a gardener who is merciful. He comes and takes a look at
our life and he knows we could bear more fruit. He suggests trying something.
In this case it is manure, not some fancy expensive new technology or the
latest trend, not something pretty, not some special skill that only a few
people have, that might help this tree. Jesus goes back to the very basics, the
waste products of earth creatures, broken down, dark and dirty, the unwanted,
unneeded manure. That is what has value for the tree.
When Jesus saw the plight of his orchard of humanity,
languishing, suffering, afraid and not fruiting, he came to be planted among
us. He grew alongside us in the heat and the cold, enduring the onslaught of
animals and insects and diseases. His tree grew tall and strong and others
found it threatening. So they took the axe to Jesus' tree and he gave up his
life. That tree became mulch that was spread on the other trees. From that
mulch and organic matter, the soil was enriched and new life began to emerge.
Trees began to bud and flower, a leaf appeared here and there and new growth
took off. A small group of Christians began feeding each other and caring for
each other and telling the story of Jesus and the tree, and embodying love.
Some of those trees, too, were chopped down, but the orchard could not be
destroyed and that mulch, too, enriched the soil for the others who spread
their branches and protected the vulnerable, produced food to feed the hungry,
and gave their lives that others might live. May we look to Jesus, the
tree of life. May we find ourselves, branches on his tree. May we
find mercy for ourselves when we aren't producing as expected. May we
have mercy on one another and not cut each other off too soon. May we
have patience and plenty of manure so the tree can grow strong and share life with
many.
“This is the Master Gardeners calling you back. I hope you
haven't chopped that tree down yet. I did some research about your fig tree and
I would recommend putting some manure around it and giving it another year.
Call us back next year and let us know whether that works. If not we may be
able to offer something else you can try, then. I know it takes a lot of
patience, but it is worth it when you bite into those juicy figs!”
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