Did you read in the news about the woman who ran the marathon shirtless after a double-mastectomy? Louise Butcher was training for her first marathon when she got her first diagnosis, ran a marathon within months of her mastectomy at age 52, and has set the record for the fastest marathon time of a woman with a mastectomy. People who have been newly diagnosed have especially found hope in Louise’s story as they wondered what they might look like with similar scars and what their bodies might or might not be capable of. Louise likes to call attention to the good things she has experienced since her diagnosis and she is more amazed than ever at how capable her body is at giving her strength and health.
What did the ones that
Jesus healed of a skin disease on this day go through in the days, weeks, and
months following? What scars did they
bear and who listened to their story after they were healed? How did their disease and the healing of it
affect them? How did they feel toward
other people who weren’t healed? How did
they experience health, wholeness, and illness later in their lives?
I was reading about the
Disability Pride Movement. Their
materials stress that people are temporarily able-bodied. Disability isn’t a flaw
in our experience as humans; it’s a natural part of it. We are only partly and temporarily able-bodied. I remember realizing this when I was pregnant
with Sterling going through all the battery of tests for him. Not only was my body limited by pregnancy but
we didn’t know what his limits would be, how his body and brain would fit into
our ideas of what should be. Our bodies have
limits, and they wear out. We all carry
our scars, our experiences of losing control, of facing illness. Mostly we pull through. What happens after our diagnosis depends on a
whole lot of factors, availability of treatment, support network, the
aggressiveness of the illness, and so forth.
What comes from these
scars that we accumulate as survivors?
What comes from this experience that affects us to our core? It depends.
Many people will find more compassion toward others because of their
wounds and scars and experience of illness. Some will withdraw. Some will become fearful or bitter. We all know people, though, who have faced
incredible suffering and hardship and turned that energy toward the good of
others. This is truly abundant life, new
life born out of death. It is death and
resurrection that is the center of our faith.
What does Jesus’ healing
of these 10 people mean? To me it
indicates his intention for all creation is wholeness and relationship and his
power to make that happen. It is a
promise of what will be when the universe is set right again, when the Kingdom
of God comes to earth. We will suffer
diseases. Some we will survive and
others we won’t. Along the way we will
meet others in various states of health, mentally, physically, and emotionally. We will have a chance to relate to them or
not, make a difference in their lives, be affected by them, be part of the
wounded body of Christ together.
In times of hardship
and illness the idea of miracles can be a focus. Many people never ask a miracle for
themselves, but when children are struggling, it is hard to make any sense of
it. If Jesus is capable of a miracle, is
he handing them out to some people and not others? Is Jesus so cruel that he is capable of
miracles, but he withholds them from children who are hurting? No.
These healing stories show us that Jesus’ intention for this world is
healing and wholeness. He wants us to be
well, in our bodies, in our connection with others. He doesn’t want us to blame people for their
illnesses or to think it is a punishment for bad behavior. Disease is not part of God’s plan or a way to
teach us lessons. Disease is part of the
temporary nature of our lives and we can sometimes learn something from it to
soften our hearts toward others but it is not what God intended for us. God’s plan for wholeness cannot take place in
these temporary bodies, although we can experience glimpses of the love, light,
and truth of God while we walk this earth and we can reflect those on to others
so they can see it to. That’s what
Jesus’ miracles were, glimpses into the power of God and the intention of God
for wholeness that give us a sense of what will be when everything is in proper
order, when all things will be drawn to God.
In the meantime we live in this temporary, imperfect, painful world and
we get to learn to bear the light. Which
is where this marathon running woman comes in.
Her experience has given her boldness to show other women they are more
than a diagnosis and that although their bodies might not look like they were
expecting or hoped, but that doesn’t define them. They have power, their bodies are capable,
their scars can help them connect, and give glimpses into the Kingdom of God.
Even those who receive
a miracle do not live forever. The day
comes for all of us when we will breathe our last. Death is not our enemy. Jesus asks us to take up our cross and follow
him and to die to sin and rise to eternal life.
We face death with hope in the more that God is offering in the promise
of new life free of disease and pain, when we will be one in the Kingdom of God
and be at peace.
Jesus did not avoid
disease and woundedness. His body still
bears the scars of the nails and the spear and the crown of thorns and the
flogging. He did not avoid pain and
death and disease. He does not avoid us
and our scars and our diseases. He is
with us in our darkest valleys and he invites us to be with others in their
darkest valleys. We walk there with the
promise of new life that Jesus gives.
We are part of the
wounded Body of Christ, that took on limits and gave his life that we would
have life. We are hands and feet
reaching out for healing, new life, and tending to the suffering. We are the breasts providing nourishment and
life to the little ones. We are the eyes
and ears bearing witness when our neighbors are torn from our communities. We are the lips that tell of the injustice
for people that didn’t have enough health insurance to treat diseases that they
faced. We are the hearts that beat with
those who have experienced unimaginable loss and bear those heartbreaks. We are the arms holding each other when we
sob, and the smiles cheering each other on.
We are the bodies that run marathons and bear witness to the
possibilities. We are the hands that
wash the broken bodies and we are the defiant faces that get up the next day
and start all over again. We are the ones who show up for each other. We are
one body, one spirit, and disease and even death can’t take that away, because
love joins us together and love never ends.
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